Stories of Impact
Every step along a path of transformation is a story worth telling. We tell stories to one another to make sense of our lives. Stories bond us in joy, in healing, and in seeking to find God in all things. This page is dedicated to sharing the stories of those impacted by ISC. Do you have a story to share?
A Time of Challenge and Transformation
Last summer, the ISC welcomed LA native and Jesuit Discerner Kirk Acnam to the team while on his discernment journey about becoming a Jesuit. Kirk brought energy, hard work and grace to our programs and marketing, and thoughtfulness and humor to our team. Kirk has been accepted as a Jesuit Novice and will begin Jesuit Formation in August. Congratulations, Kirk! We will miss you!
St. Ignatius of Loyola once said, “Few souls understand what God would accomplish in them if they were to abandon themselves unreservedly to Him and if they were to allow His grace to mold them accordingly.” As I reflect on this past year in Seattle, I return to these words with new understanding and awe. Who would have thought that stepping out in faith—trembling, unsure, yet willing—would open a door to such an overflowing abundance of grace? I certainly did not.
A year ago, I never imagined that I would be invited to join the Jesuit West Discernment House. When that invitation came, it was not accompanied by immediate clarity or joy, but rather fear and uncertainty. At that point in my discernment journey with the Society of Jesus, I was confident in my desire to become a Jesuit. So why, I asked, would God now be calling me to something that seemed to pull me aside—to a place I had never imagined myself being, much less desiring—Seattle?
But as I brought that invitation to prayer, it became undeniable: the Spirit was gently, yet firmly, leading me here. I realized that my “yes” required more than intellectual assent—it required surrender. I had to let go of the fears and worries that held me back and entrust myself fully to God's loving guidance.
This year has been a sacred time of challenge and transformation. In ways both expected and completely surprising, I have been shaped by the Spirit through the people, experiences, and prayer that have filled my days here. I’ve had the profound gift of working with several Jesuit ministries—including the Ignatian Spirituality Center (ISC), Seattle Nativity School, Seattle Prep, and others—that have drawn me deeper into the life of service and contemplation; deepening my vocational call.
Living in community, walking alongside fellow discerners, and growing in relationship with Christ have also deepened my vocation in ways I could not have imagined. More than anything, this year has been about encountering Christ in others. Whether it was in the early morning Mass crowd, the devoted parish volunteers, the vibrant young adult communities, or countless spontaneous conversations and shared meals—God’s love radiated in every moment. The laughter, the tears, the quiet reflections, and the deep conversations we explored together—these have forever made a mark in my heart.
Now, as this chapter in Seattle draws to a close, I leave with a heart full of gratitude and grace. I am not the same man who arrived here last summer. I leave changed—by your love, your witness, your generosity, and the unmistakable presence of God working through you.
To all those who have accompanied me on this journey—thank you. Thank you to the ISC, Seattle Nativity School, Seattle Prep, the communities of St. Joseph Parish and St. Therese Parish, the Seattle Jesuit community, and to the many others whose names may not be listed but whose impact is deeply felt. You have not only walked with me—you have helped form me. This journey of discernment has been ours together, and I carry each of you with me as I take the next steps toward religious life in the Society of Jesus.
Please continue to keep me in your prayers, as I continue to pray for you. This is not goodbye, but rather a heartfelt, “Until we meet again.”
Te amo muy mucho.
With Love,
Kirk Acnam
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